a emotional week...wonder where is the end to this !!!

it had been a emotional week really
loaded around 1 gb of songs into the mobile......all my selections from my CD collection...damn you aparna.she called up...to say so sorry...it was having a monkey wrench and knife jacked in to my ribs and heart.....she wanted to see me next month....i said why for?...."it s me ...so i need some time to get the hurt off" i said...told her" it was too painful that she couldnt trust me"

a ride to pondy and auroville with riaz and meg.....we couldnt enter the dome...but then had a decent tour of pondy and lunch with beer....we returned to see mahabs....my darling sea shore temple.only then i realised that after all these years...i would have visited mahabs some 20 to 25 times....and I DONT HAVE A PICTURE OF THE SHORE TEMPLE....actually i felt quite ashamed at this fact......and then so ..i managed to shoot a few.....meg was really sweet....so was riaz.....i had some pics of them...will upload soon...gave meg a conch shell as gift....and taught how to blow into it.....actually riaz and meg did manage to do in a few tries....was surprised my self....:-) and i would have taken a few years !!!

sudha called up for an meeting...fixed it tentatively on wednesday .....some times i wonder how it will unfold
did ask ayeesha to meet up meg in dubai....i think ayeesha should grab it with both hands and mooove...adv udaybhanu accepted to the date of 2nd sept as nicchiadartham day....senthil to be informed... i did it well...i guess

i was sitting with mopsy....slowly patting her....and then i said this to her" you know love is a matter of the heart and not of the head"....mopsy simply looked upinto my eyes...licked my left hand thrice !!!...my eyes moistened....and gave hera hug..promising mopsy that i will do my best for her.... loosing aparna is really very painful......i have to learn to let go more gracefully