siragugal

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so ayeesha finally did have a chance to meetup with maig...and did manage to collect her gifts...and when i called up ayeesha said that she had tears in her eyes on eating
the athirasam i had sent....glad that you enjoyed my dearest

this song from the movie "sarvam" was very moving....the song is "siragugal"...the song writer is pa.vijai....music by yuvan shanker raja....honestly every time i hear this song tears well up.....actually i had just received a sms frm aparna....where she said that she will come and meet me and give the books back...and she explained saying i have no words to say......this hurt...literally the very instant riaz's car cd player player this song.....heard the song for the first time...!!!! it simply stunned me...i and riaz after lunch at tangerine...went and bought a dvd....and watched the movie in one go.......kept seeing the song again ...and again till...3.30 am...the next day


i thought of all my friends( though there were so many male friends whom i adore)..kindly pls do not misunderstand me...i wanted to say a special thanks to ....bhanu.....viji..vasanthi...anjelai...kala...
.raji...vimala....lakumi...
.zeenat(aligargh)..
.chitra(ulundur)..bujji(madurai)...kamini
..chinni(tvm)...lissie....baghu...reena.....
rani(trichy)....mangalam......pavala..
.lakshmi....martine armand...louise..
.bharathi...nalini...aparna...oh,,,,it was quite an emotional trip down the life's lane...wow......wow....if i have a chance to meet you all again....i will still have butterflies in my heart....thanku fr making me cry and laugh and love....but for you all.... i am piece of crap....IAM SORRY I LOVEYOU

a emotional week...wonder where is the end to this !!!

it had been a emotional week really
loaded around 1 gb of songs into the mobile......all my selections from my CD collection...damn you aparna.she called up...to say so sorry...it was having a monkey wrench and knife jacked in to my ribs and heart.....she wanted to see me next month....i said why for?...."it s me ...so i need some time to get the hurt off" i said...told her" it was too painful that she couldnt trust me"

a ride to pondy and auroville with riaz and meg.....we couldnt enter the dome...but then had a decent tour of pondy and lunch with beer....we returned to see mahabs....my darling sea shore temple.only then i realised that after all these years...i would have visited mahabs some 20 to 25 times....and I DONT HAVE A PICTURE OF THE SHORE TEMPLE....actually i felt quite ashamed at this fact......and then so ..i managed to shoot a few.....meg was really sweet....so was riaz.....i had some pics of them...will upload soon...gave meg a conch shell as gift....and taught how to blow into it.....actually riaz and meg did manage to do in a few tries....was surprised my self....:-) and i would have taken a few years !!!

sudha called up for an meeting...fixed it tentatively on wednesday .....some times i wonder how it will unfold
did ask ayeesha to meet up meg in dubai....i think ayeesha should grab it with both hands and mooove...adv udaybhanu accepted to the date of 2nd sept as nicchiadartham day....senthil to be informed... i did it well...i guess

i was sitting with mopsy....slowly patting her....and then i said this to her" you know love is a matter of the heart and not of the head"....mopsy simply looked upinto my eyes...licked my left hand thrice !!!...my eyes moistened....and gave hera hug..promising mopsy that i will do my best for her.... loosing aparna is really very painful......i have to learn to let go more gracefully