some times iam forgetful

been wanting to do this a week back...we guys from RKM met in palmgroove for a breakfast...ramu and gopi came down from australia...and there was new additions, gynavel and ramdoss to the list...i remember gynavel his face till 8th but then after ,it was a blank( also i drew a blank on ramdoss)..so i took it up to ask him,as he came with "aska"..sudha was the conveynor and yeah had a nice time..but couldnt chat with the guys later.....photos came out well....me and francis visited c.swami,recollected the 30 year old rum story...pictures will be up soon
shyama had her molars out by dr.sathya,well we travelled in the suburban train to minjur.
christmas was very quiet,till ansari called up...he and sakina landed at 8 p.m,,oh it was a bit emotional for us...had lots of laughs,all of us went back to his home and had dinner and remi martin....it was feeling good....yeah ...he came invite me for bonty's marraige..his wife tobe is ayesha...ha..ansari..!!

oh yes before we went to ansari's house,we polished off 3 larges of hennessey :-) here at home!!!

forgot to wish senthil's father in law...well i am all thumbs..

lost my BULLET.....found a UNICORN

IT was my saddest day last month....when my age old friend/lover, was fancifully knocked up...by someone on the road.....i lost her....was really sad for two days cops wouldnt register a theft charge till date..thought of all the good times with her.....cried in face book....heee..hee...but then sooner than i thought....gautam found a unicorn(HONDA) for me in pondy...thiagu paid for it in cash...which i have sorted our to nearly 35k..til date to him back...another 15k to go.....received the bike last saturday...drove her alll the way back home

on the highway she was extremly responsive.....i really was confident to vvvrrroooom past 90km/hr...with a pillion(thilleep)

unicorn is steel gray...with black....on her wheels and sides /engine :-)
bullet was all black..:-(

P.L.R

well had this PLR workshop with dr.newton and his wife ....it was a great feeling to do it with my dear ayeesha.....and all my other friends of past life.....it was such high energy on the last day...i was almost shouting on the top of my voice....met a lot of my friends...i was so...so happy...but couldnt talk...hugged a few..like srinivas..mrs.shetty...pumped hands....wow....it was pleasure to eat with you all ...FOR TWO FULL LUNCHES.....thankyou....i waited for 16 years to see you all this life time.....i did the automatic regression into past life in 1993...met babaji..in 1994 in the kumbmela in haridwar.....still 16 years later...i see you all...a bit too emotional for me...!!!

getha ganapanthy,nagarjun....special thanks

chennai half marathon photos

actually i missed posting this....i finished my 10th half marathon...chennai give life marathon.....some of the photos....guys...i lookk strong man

going to canada....VERY SOON

ok....finally its happening....its a question of six months ...max 10.....and i will be moving to canada....will be starting a new...alll...new life...very very excited.....lets see....i thought a few will join me in my life.....but....some times...so sad the way people make choices....

i am going to give the dogs away....all of them...except cleo....even that is in doubts....as ayeesha may have to decide on that......life.is like that..:-)

butterflies galore

questions....which are in effects butterflies in the tummy

look at the moves man

kamal at his best........prabhu deva in earlier days...

seducing act

check this out

i have some crazy favourites

this is all of them...if only i can give you all the lyrics of these songs..

siragugal

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YRrcUw_UNI&feature=related



so ayeesha finally did have a chance to meetup with maig...and did manage to collect her gifts...and when i called up ayeesha said that she had tears in her eyes on eating
the athirasam i had sent....glad that you enjoyed my dearest

this song from the movie "sarvam" was very moving....the song is "siragugal"...the song writer is pa.vijai....music by yuvan shanker raja....honestly every time i hear this song tears well up.....actually i had just received a sms frm aparna....where she said that she will come and meet me and give the books back...and she explained saying i have no words to say......this hurt...literally the very instant riaz's car cd player player this song.....heard the song for the first time...!!!! it simply stunned me...i and riaz after lunch at tangerine...went and bought a dvd....and watched the movie in one go.......kept seeing the song again ...and again till...3.30 am...the next day


i thought of all my friends( though there were so many male friends whom i adore)..kindly pls do not misunderstand me...i wanted to say a special thanks to ....bhanu.....viji..vasanthi...anjelai...kala...
.raji...vimala....lakumi...
.zeenat(aligargh)..
.chitra(ulundur)..bujji(madurai)...kamini
..chinni(tvm)...lissie....baghu...reena.....
rani(trichy)....mangalam......pavala..
.lakshmi....martine armand...louise..
.bharathi...nalini...aparna...oh,,,,it was quite an emotional trip down the life's lane...wow......wow....if i have a chance to meet you all again....i will still have butterflies in my heart....thanku fr making me cry and laugh and love....but for you all.... i am piece of crap....IAM SORRY I LOVEYOU

a emotional week...wonder where is the end to this !!!

it had been a emotional week really
loaded around 1 gb of songs into the mobile......all my selections from my CD collection...damn you aparna.she called up...to say so sorry...it was having a monkey wrench and knife jacked in to my ribs and heart.....she wanted to see me next month....i said why for?...."it s me ...so i need some time to get the hurt off" i said...told her" it was too painful that she couldnt trust me"

a ride to pondy and auroville with riaz and meg.....we couldnt enter the dome...but then had a decent tour of pondy and lunch with beer....we returned to see mahabs....my darling sea shore temple.only then i realised that after all these years...i would have visited mahabs some 20 to 25 times....and I DONT HAVE A PICTURE OF THE SHORE TEMPLE....actually i felt quite ashamed at this fact......and then so ..i managed to shoot a few.....meg was really sweet....so was riaz.....i had some pics of them...will upload soon...gave meg a conch shell as gift....and taught how to blow into it.....actually riaz and meg did manage to do in a few tries....was surprised my self....:-) and i would have taken a few years !!!

sudha called up for an meeting...fixed it tentatively on wednesday .....some times i wonder how it will unfold
did ask ayeesha to meet up meg in dubai....i think ayeesha should grab it with both hands and mooove...adv udaybhanu accepted to the date of 2nd sept as nicchiadartham day....senthil to be informed... i did it well...i guess

i was sitting with mopsy....slowly patting her....and then i said this to her" you know love is a matter of the heart and not of the head"....mopsy simply looked upinto my eyes...licked my left hand thrice !!!...my eyes moistened....and gave hera hug..promising mopsy that i will do my best for her.... loosing aparna is really very painful......i have to learn to let go more gracefully

lots happened in the last week

i did a 20k run with chennai runners...ECR 10....i did a decent 2.50hrs....i was hoping on a 2.45...but i think i would have if the cramps on the left leg was not there after 15k....ok that apart all went well...i think i should keep meeting shahid very often...he gave some more details on spending fat...and not...carbs....the trick is to main tain 125-140 HR.....you know i tried it this morning on my 5k run...and i feeling really fine.....i maintained a sub 140 HR...

HAD an appointment for aunty with the doctors...her sugar level is 214 units.....doc increased the drug dosage for a month...

ayeesha seemed ok on the phone.....that was a releif.....she called me on my b'day and wished...again she was the first......ok..ok...cleo did have a upper hand...u see...she did it earlier

my b'day...rajan gave a watch....the thing was...it was called "identity"....and was frm "london"....hee..heeeok..then there was this brandy as well

met udayabanu advocate..he wants me to sue the corporation by 28th

senthil called to tell...that he will be here by august 25th...plans to have register marraige by first week of sept 09....i know i was bit disappointed...

aparna got married....didnt know the guy's name yet...she could hav had the decency to sms...well people!!

riaz will be back by tonight.....bonty has a few disappointments for his share with the girl....oooff

i am checking out myspace

http://www.myspace.com/kabbirgkm

P L R

i have had this past life regression automatically .....where i knew i lived in north india...along the river ganges 600 years back...in a vaishnavite cmmunity...i had 4 brothers....all have come this life time to be with me...one my mother...other ansari...then anand....sivarajan....the joke is all us have had food togather fed by my mother,,,,,i told this to all my present friends..(past brothers)...i dont know weather they beleived it or not.....baghu was anand's wife...with whom i later developed intimacy then....it coninued here too..!!!this my 106th birth...yeah...so...laugh///its ok(when this happened in 1993...i thought ...i will go nuts soon)



did a PLR for lexy lea.......we met last in 1848...in british isles...i was timothy...she was katherine...i fell in to deep well/pit....and we kept calling each other....then curtains...and clouds

gave the info ...and the msg frm the masters on depression to her....it was a bit emotional for both i guess....this time we both like water....she a county swimmer....and i live by the river...i .run by the beach daily...ok...almost

she has some facination of wells...and have always felt death by water is the horrible one..."hows that"


this is a PLR on aparna and me .....we had been very close friends(we both were males) in france...year of 1600 or so....we were also partners in a very flourishing business....till i lost her in a murder
this was even more bizzare...i was a male 30000 years back ,male,belonging to a group of dark skinned (central african tribe i guess)....aparna who was from our tribe...switched sides and went to another as they had more cattle....this PLR happpened in newton's workshop...!!!...i went to kill the other tribal head(now mr.jaggi vasudev) as he had pouched....this was totally opposed by my tribe people....we all left,very sad at heart to another pauster....lexi(as a male) ,ayeesha (one of partner),my younger brother was there...

i was a sailor for megallean in spain ..i was her husband.....my name ignatius...she was beth...we had a daughter....who is now called as shruthi......i died in a ship battle....beth remarried to karl...a fellow sailor..who later was the cause for her death....

this has been a low activity weeks

rains are playing hide and seek

the afternoons were sheer oven like.

bought myself a lot of running goodies...t shirt,shoes,fuel belts,socks...manged to find a new local supplier fr "decathlon" at a decent price....socks were a darling...i would have forked out 200...or upto 500 even if i had opted for a nike

anyway...i managed to bring all the old photos of sathya's marraige....and mukund and nithyasri in a single folder...will upload soon

doing a PLR for a friend from london..soon

ayeesha wanted a few receips and manged to send them on mail...yet to get her feed back....i think tomarrow i will know.

wanting to sue the corporation nitwits over land tax...i need a good solid lawer.....all i will do then is to come out with both my guns blazing....:-)

last sunday at the beach in morning raghuram surprised me..he was walking with his wife in the morning.....as normal i was doing my 10k...actually i was checking out my new association with KALENJI goods..socks,tshirt,fuel belt and all..

been doing 10k's at a good old spped of 1.10 hrs....the new addidas is very smooth....but this evening i strained my IT band ....i guess tomarrow will tell for sure how serious it is...

ok tomarrow came.....and its not so bad....i need to rest till sunday max

wishing to change soon

i wish i can be a bit more proactive in my posts.....i am caught between eagerness and factual recordings...things are happenning fast.....and dairy like on a blog sort of looks pale....similarly a report of events looks drab....pics are fine...but man...you dont keep your mobile battery in good shape for a picture blogging...iam keen to find a way out pretty soon...i think i need a online blogging mobile ....my contents then may have some quality

i met a intresting couple...mr.mohan and mrs menakshi....they run a very small marketing setup from home....some very good outdoor sport products they had...as a runner's need do vary...i was keen to get my hands on a marathon fuel belt....and a head lamp unit for night runs....will have them in a week to ten days....

ayeesha's woes on p.f has been escalated to p.f.regional office and delhi under secretary...awaiting some reply...i posted a greivance on the greivance site.....

my tribute to MICHEAL JACKSON would be this...."its very difficult for this world to forget you...all those who were having a mood downer will feel better after they hear you...even for once"
so many of my travelling decades in train had been with a cassette player and MJ tapes....only a deaf and mute may opinion otherwise...in a way i think we will touch each other again as before.

my class mates collection

sudha mailed this accros to me....thanks da....i love these..... 3, 5,16,28,29

1. I say no to alcohol but it just doesn't listen.

2. A friend in need is a pest indeed.

3. Marriage is one of the chief causes of divorce.

4. Work is fine if it doesn't take too much of my time.

5. When everything comes in your way, you're in the wrong lane.

6. The light at the end of the tunnel may be an incoming train.

7. Born free, taxed to death.

8. Everyone has a photographic memory; some just don't have film.

9. Life is unsure; always eat your dessert first.

10. Smile. It makes people wonder what you are thinking.

11. If you keep your feet firmly on the ground, you'll have trouble putting
on your pants.

12. It's not hard to meet expenses. They are everywhere.

13. I love being a writer... what I can't stand is the paperwork.

14. A printer consists of 3 main parts: the case, the jammed paper tray and
the blinking red light.

15. The guy who invented the first wheel was an idiot. The guy who invented
the other three was the genius.

16. The trouble with being punctual is that no one is there to appreciate
it.

17. In a country of free speech, why are there phone bills?

18. If you cannot change your mind, are you sure you have one?

19. Beat the 5 O'clock rush, leave work at noon!

20. If you can't convince them, confuse them.

21. It's not the fall that kills you. It's the sudden stop at the end.

22. I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder.

23. Hot glass looks same as cold glass. - Cunino's Law of Burnt Fingers

24. The cigarette does the smoking. You are just the sucker.

25. Someday is not a day of the week

26. Whenever I find the key to success, someone changes the lock.

27. To Err is human, to forgive is not a Company policy.

28. The road to success.... is always under construction.

29. Alcohol doesn't solve any problems, but if you think again, neither does
milk.

30. In order to get a loan, you first need to prove that you don't need it.

31. All the desirable things in life are either illegal, expensive or
fattening.

emotional roller coaster

these few has been a emotional roller coaster

heat of chennai caught us all with our pants down....the temp was a close 40.5 C..with my dogs IT was maddening....cleo went at mopsy...who got support from goggles....and man by the time i could seperate them cleo got deep cut from the leash on her outer right knee...all four us were sitting and gasping.....pity i couldnt video it....it would made people shit bricks....

this happend again after last week too...but this time i took them each by the tail and yanked them apart....no damages....but each have a sense of distanced trust..!!!

rami went to australia for two weeks to be with her brother senthil ...the nasty part is her all knowing attitude and sense of disrespect for all and everything except money is the shame...but who cares...as long as she gets things done by her manupulation.....and this people dont realise till they have been manupulated and have lost a lot....like parthi....and soon senthil too...

rajan of pondy my friend/client/had a cardiac condition last tuesday night and had to be hospitalised till yesterday....his doctor chockalingam was sensible enough to treat him at the best options in AKN.....i had contacted DR. ajit....and he was sweet ...gave me all the possible options on rajan , after i explained the diagnosis in the PET ANGIOGRAM SCAN ...but was of the feeling a stent is best as the disease in multi vessel....and the lesions are at 70 and 80 percent...

rajans doctor went to treat him on drugs and diet....rest and recuperate soon rajan!!

auntie was having her B.P up...doc made a change in her drugs as well.....her friend dorthy passed away...quiet suddenly was admitted for fever....didnt come out....diagnosed with "dengu"..i attended the death ...was very upset and emotional....she was really a very sweet women

AYEESHA was being troubled by her housing problem...she shifted to a new and cheaper accomodation...but in the hurry missed her citizen and sieko watches...a cool 15k...i feel that she need to be on the internet soon for easy chats..etc...lets see...even her employers are resorting to cheating methods...like asking her to detuct P.F..when actually she is working abroad and earning in foreign currency....

india lost the world cup T20 at super 8 stages.....i think it was impractical to have so many games of T 20 prior to the world cup...bums

i have been training well....been feeling strong....my 5k and speed work outs are encouraging...even my core is getting stronger.....some solace here.....my SUNNTO watch is really a nice piece of equipment....senthil sent me a nice running gear top thru rammi...a Reebok thermacool"

dog days

ok....first things first....my mobile gave up...it just clamped shut.....no way

i did my citizen's duty....yep...i cast my vote

waited for good 3 days.....and though i wanted congress in the center....i wanted a change in the state MP strength.....didnt happen :-(

aparna ran down to see mopsy....mopsy and cleo seems to have had a bloody disagreement....and i was away in minjur on the day...auntie was shattered and guilt ridden all over.....mopsy had a big gash on her neck.....well called aparna...she was there on sunday....she was in tears...sad

gave her "jonathan livinstone seagull" and "ashtavakra gita"...two totally divergent ways on the same outcome/results....lets see

ayeesha has been having a hickups over her stay in dubai.....did a few special visits to sort out her probs....and did it fast.

riaz was to see me...he did on the last day before he went back to dubai  we had lunch in sangeetha....a full south indian meals...it was a wow!!!.....i gave ayeesha's  b'day dress thru him

.ok...the best news on that day was...srilanka army killed prabakaran.....i enjoyed the momment wth  a strawberry flavoured iced tea with riaz in "coffeday"....as i watched the video of prabakaran shot thru the head.....in fact iam surprised why it took so long...!! now i beleive there will be peace for thousands of tamils and singalese world over and in the island.

mopsy is recovering......but the day temperature and hot winds yesterday drove all the four NUTS...had to wipe them with ice from the fridge all over..i did it twice to all 4....poor devils

prof.manmohan is our P.M....I AM GLAD ABOUT THAT FOR SURE....but then he has the biggest set of cabinet ministers....around 70.....and many are the "yeck" geminies.....they will spin such yarns.....and will never accept their faults.....god save manmohan and indian public.

rahul gandhi is surely not a ministerial cut......i beleive he will ....and should always be behind the scene operator....suits his style......also he has a far shorter memory than the puplic....and wiil never feel sorry for the blunders....india's pain

got the mobile to work.....but a significant pain is CDMA section is KAPUT

AJIT called all of a sudden.....he was getting back from bhuwaneshwar....wanted to get a bus back to trivandrum so as to reach the next day.....suggested a train from egmore.....or koyambedu....tamilnadu state transport buses.....man he has a 16 hour more  travel to do .....!!!!

he called back on reaching....he has been having trouble with "idea" cellular.....in all matters concerened...i think  "idea cellular" is good for abishek bachann.....to call up sachin tendulkar.....n..rest of the guys/gals...please try calling "mars station for connectivity troubles"

this month has been a travel busy one

pondy

trichy

nellore

the fun was i drove back from trichy with rajan and dileep....the roads are pretty good...we made it 

in as much as 5 hours.....

ansari was in dubai...he met ayeesha....riaz...ansari...ayeesha..had dinner as well...looks like there was heavy kabbir bashing...thanks to ansari and ayeesha.....have fun at my cost.....story of my life

the photos which riaz took on iphone is so bad....except for this one....iphone camera is shit

i located my schoolmate siva nainar....he is working in antwerp(S B M)......its been thirty odd years...wow

late by a day

i should have made this yesterday...but couldnt....the reason...my friend surendar's dad took leave of worldly plane of existance...in a way i felt releived as he was over 73 and was really 

un co-operative to alopathy medicines and investigations....and today  morning was there for his cremation as well....i did help him on to pyre...!!

some of the photos of my house paintings is due to be uploaded soon....those which i took are really not reflecting the the true texture and color....so pls be patient ayeesha

mopsy and cleo hada go at each other....the reason....who will have rusty.....now rusty is taking refuge at my sides all the times...!! you will have to see this to beleive me...aparna was laughing when i told her....she says its happening upside down.....i thought....oh...women...if only she knew..!!

this month

it has been a very event filled month for me

i got a reliance mobile number.

i sold my old dependable hero honda....after nearly 18 years of good service to me and all my friends and relatives and wellwishers...redid my old bullet.....and i am now wrrrooommmming on a 30 year old royal enfield....actually it is DUBB..DUBB..DUBBbbiiing

i ran my 8th chennai half marathon...timing was better...3.01... than the last on last year

mopsy..my adopted cocker spaniel got sick...she was ok till 8 p.m on feb 14th...then at 1 p.m on 15th morn ...her eyes,gums,tummy,urine turned deep yellow....i went to the internet for help...google....and what i got shocked me....mopsy looked like she had jaundice...!!!...i smsed aparna at 4.am the news about her condition....she came down to chennai from coimbatore

we both took mopsy after my marathon to the vet she is comfortable with..diagnosed for auto immune hepatic anemia...well mopsy was given a list of blood test....and was given a medication for 10 days initially...but then later extended to 5 more days...i was not sure that mopsy will make it...she could hardly take a step...was sleeping fr nearly 20 -24 hours...

pak accepted its role in 26/11.

police and the lawyers clashed inside the high court complex....judges were beaten by the cops...lawyers threw stones and intially burned a police station....i watched this live on t.v...i felt sad...very sad......the lawmakers and lawkeepers turned law breakers....very upsetting guys.

i refitted my sunglasses with "ambermatic glasses"

a.r.rahman(2),and resul pookutty (1) received  academy awards for slumdog millionaire and they both dedicated it for  india...i liked  pookutty 's speech on OM when the statuette was presented to him...and rahman spoke a sentence in tamil....i am very proud indian today

i  had my house 's outside painted in deep purple colour(its called rare orchid) and white.

ayeesha pumped in cash to help me out for a complete redo of paint  inside the house as well...thanks my dear

mopsy is doing well.....aparna is on a 7 day silence at velliangiri hills... :-)

here we go 2009

though it took me to the very last day to put all this in.....i feel sort  of mission accomplished actually

the new year was as beautiful as ever....at the ashoka bay...pondi.....did my usual 3k run on the beach....watched a whole groupof fisner folk haul in the daily catch...it wasnt much a few kilos at the max....but what hurt me was i saw a lot of plastic in the fishing net these were rubbish thrown in to the sea.went to a lovely temple after wards with my friends in pondi.....watched "mrs and mr.smith"....drove back with rajan

kumar dragged me to pondy again on pongal day....weeds....met ayyappan who had come down from madurai to pondy...lunch at ahsok bay.....back after bacardi.....that was the trouble.....the cough got aggrevated......was killing.., for nearly two weeks.....to be honest only today was the reprive  had to do the antibiotics for 6 days.....crap

the bright spot....ofcourse OBAMA 's coronation as the president of USA.....INFACT this i had to tell...i almost telepathycally felt obama will use the word"humble"and he uttered it the next second...in the very begginning of his speech after the swearing in....all actually saw how the cheif justice faltered and not the president...yet they did a re run.

riaz is in dubai....to see thru his last semesters there,ayeesha met him last week there....she's up a few kgs says riaz.....should be....she is going good....is planning on a flat here